Текст песни Benefit - Fairwell
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I`m gonna leave the past aloneI used to have a blast at homeAnd a cellular phone, now I`m a walking skeletal boneMy stomach`s eating itself because I`m so damn hungryI`m homeless, just about worthless and stumblyCuz I just finished that last bit of Guinness??? food bitch, mind your own businessNow tend to mine, sometimes I tend to findA little piece of sandwich somebody left behindAnd I`ll eat that the whole day, I beg thee alwaysSay will work for food, have no place to stayStarvation has me living on my last chanceI make a fast dash and hit up all the trashcansIf I`m lucky I`ll find a piece of bread, often insteadI like to slash my neck leaving my shirt awfully redBut I can`t put the knife to my neck, my life is a wreckAnd I`d shoot myself if I had a rifle or tekProlonged death through malnutrition is unbearableI try to find a job, I`m filthy plus I smell terribleSo nobody wants to pay me, no hottie wants to lay meI tell the prostitutes to give me head, they disobey meMaybe, I`ll join the military, join the NavyBut I have no identification and no braverySo fuck it, I`m just gonna be alcohol`s puppetGet really drunk, find a tall building and climb up itAnd then I`ll jump off, but wait, I`m afraid of heightsI have to turn off my lights some way with no frightsWhat`s the difference if I go out quietly or with a bang?There`s a ledge, there`s a rope, guess I might as well hangBut that`s some bullshit because I know it won`t workWhat if my neck doesn`t break on the first jerk?What type of shit is this? I guess I`ll just slit a wristBut that`s way too slow, and plus, what if the veins missed?I`ve abandoned all chances of begging and all chances of livingGuess there`s no obvious circumstances of givingNow if I`m gonna move on of free willThe only way to eat a meal is to rob, steal and killBut I don`t have it in me and I`m too damn friendlyYou`re my enemy because I`m broke and you have plentyThat`s how I justify it in my own mental riotYou`re well fed and I`m about to die from this dietSo you be quiet, and give up all your shit calmlyI`m ornery and I have a rusty screwdriver on meAnd if you try to fight then it`s going in your neck quickI`m a derelict but this is no lunatic rhetoricSo take it seriously and don`t try to screw with meDon`t get furious or curious, I want your jewelryYes all of it, hurry up I`m being tolerantIf I choose to kill you, huh, the police ain`t solving itCuz I`m a nobody and nobody is witnessing this robberyAnd after I kill you, I`ll kill myself probablyThat`s right, I`m gonna kill you now I`m so sorryBut I got all of your money plus the keys to your FerrariAnd that`s all I need I knew that he would fall indeedThen the cops pulled up while I watched his neck bleedAnd they pulled out all their guns at me and yelled "Freeze"I put the screwdriver to my throat and fell to my kneesGod please, tell me who`s at fault, is it me?I told the cops I used to be a productive MCAnd I signed a record deal with a shady companyWho exploited me and left me homeless without a pennyI was excited, the first label interestedI did what I did cuz I was a foolish young kidOh well, if I live, I`m on a road to hellSo I guess this is it, goodbye, farewell