Текст песни blood for blood - Redemption Denied
blood for blood - Redemption Denied слова песни
You know sometimes when I get up in the morning,I don`t know if I can face another daybecause shit`s been so fucking hard for so fucking longand it don`t seem like shits ever going to change.Sometimes it seems like shit ain`t doing nothing but getting worse.Sometimes when I look in the mirror,I look despised at what I see cause pridestrength, all of love and life they don`t seem to have alot to do with me.Feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago,something inside me way deep down diedand I can`t remember when,I just don`t know where the fuck I went wrong...What`s life but a river of tears anyway, huh?Every DayEach fucking day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome fucking waySome dayFor away to make my way through this world full of shitEvery DayEach fucking day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome fucking waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitI`ve got nothing leftI await for the angel of deathI`ve lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so greatLet me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet fucking dream,a myth made up by a liar who`s dispear is a void you can slip into forever.I`ve been as low as you can goand I guess here at the bottom the only place you can go is up,but everytime I start to get ahead everytime I start to get somewhereit`s seems like someone or something knocks me the fuck back down.One step forward, two steps back.I read somewhere that "without hope, man is but an animal"...I think I`ve lost hopeI`ve got nothing leftI await for the angel of deathI`ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so greatI`m so fucking tired of being fucked up all the timebut I can`t seem to do it any other way,maybe I`m not as strong as youbut sometimes my fucked up life it brings me downwhen I look around.My life it didn`t make me hardit just hardened something deep down inside of me.I think it was my humanity.I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human.I don`t wanna be like this no more,I`m just looking for some shelter of salvationor something to believe in or just maybe someone who cared.I`ve got nothing leftI await for the angel of deathI`ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so greatI never asked for lifeI wish that at birth I had diedI tried to drown this hateDeath will be the cure for all this painEvery DayEach fucking day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome fucking waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitEvery DayEach fucking day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome fucking waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitI`ve got nothing leftI await for the angel of deathI`ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so greatI never asked for lifeI wish that at birth I had diedI tried to drown this hateDeath will be the cure for all this painEvery DayEach fucking day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome fucking waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitEvery DayEach fucking day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome fucking waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitI`ve got nothing leftI await for the angel of deathI`ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so greatI never asked for lifeI wish that at birth I had diedI tried to drown this hateDeath will be the cure for all this painEvery DayEach fucking day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome fucking waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitEvery DayEach fucking day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome fucking waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitThere`s no where to turn, everyone betrays you.I can`t trust anyone and I`m so fucking paranoid.I`m always waiting for the fall, for the let down.Trust nobody for sure.I can`t remember when a day`s gone bythat I haven`t thought about taking myself out.I know I ain`t shit but I know I`ll never be shit.I`ve got no future but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live,if I can just look at one personand see them smile at me and know that they meant it.Every DayEach fucking day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome fucking waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitEvery DayEach fucking day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome fucking waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitEvery DayEach fucking day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome fucking waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitEvery DayEach fucking day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome fucking waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shit