Текст песни Dark Lotus - My 1st Time
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[Violent J]The first time, I didn`t even feel guiltyNever washed off, stayed bloody and filthyJust laid there next to the kid all nightKind of soaking it all in, and feeling alrightI wasn`t even old enough to drive yet, it was hellI had to put him on my handlebars and dump him down a wellI try to feed of that until I couldn`t anymoreBy my sixteenth birthday, my total had grown to four[Monoxide]I ain`t afraid of you, but be afraid of meCause when the lights go down, there ain`t no stopping meMemories of my first real killingThey found her all tied up, just hanging from the ceilingWhat I was feeling was just so dark and twistedI couldn`t believe I just did thisNow I`m stuck in my very own private HellWill I ever do it again? Time will tell[Chorus]My first timeI was in control until the bloodIt was my first timeThe bloody mess I had to clean upIt was my first timeI know this ain`t rightIt was my first timeI finally took someone else`s life[Shaggy]Every time I lay my ass down to sleepI pray to fuck these memories seizeBloody face and final breaths takenBut the first, uh, what was I thinking?Just a piece of rope and a pair of handsIt was a man, but she kept talking manSuffocation, through the mouth breathingI chocked her for the very first time for no reason[Blaze]It was eleven on my clock, I remember that muchIn the graveyard waiting for the dope man to show upTen minuets pasts, and there`s still no signJust then off in the night, I see some headlightsA car rolls by, driving slow and I don`t knowI thought it was my folk, I ain`t pulled the .44They stopped the ride, started blastingThe fist time I didn`t pull the heatDamn, this what happened[Chorus]My first timeI was in control until the bloodIt was my first timeThe bloody mess I had to clean upIt was my first timeI know this ain`t rightIt was my first timeI finally took someone else`s life[Madrox]First time my knife touched skinAnd the red blood started flowing so quick I just couldn`t quitKept stabbing until everything that I seen was redThe pillow, the blankets, the walls, and even the bedOne color dominating everything like contemporary artAm I the killer or artist with bloody heart?Then I curled into a ball in the corner of the roomFeeling like a creep in the light of the moon[ABK]If I took this gun and put a hole in your chestIt won`t compare to the first time I put someone to restKind of like a dream, but on a nightmare levelEvery time I think about it I can still hear the shovelDiggin` deep into the dirt to try to hide the painKnowing I got away with something I`ll regret in the endI really shouldn`t have never done itBut fuck it, I did him inThe first person that I killed was my first best friend[Chorus]My first timeI was in control until the bloodIt was my first timeThe bloody mess I had to clean upIt was my first timeI know this ain`t rightIt was my first timeI finally took someone else`s lifeSomeone else`s life firstSomeone else`s life