Текст песни Haystak - My First Day
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[ Intro ]Sometimes I write about something, that like something I went throughOr something my people went throughAnd I felt like they needed some motivational shitAnd it usually ends up going something like this...( Chorus )My first day, without you in my lifeThings felt strange, a bit derangedEven so, I hope you`re doin okayTake it slow, you just never know... ( just never know, oh!)Yo, you just never know... nooo (just never know, oh!)You just never know... nooo (just never know, oh!)( Verse 1 )My systems caught in conniption, stomach in knotsFeedin for my medicine, overcoming addictionThe first step is quittin, nah the first steps admittinI got a problem, I need help, this is something I can`t beat myselfI almost felt like I can`t be curedRehab won`t take me cuz I ain`t insuredLayin in the bath tub, shakin like a new bornSearchin for the courage it`ll take for me to move onI`ve been livin life like this way too longBeggin God please, bring me homeI stopped before, three or four daysAlways end up back in the same placePeople call me a junkie, dope fiendHow they gonna judge me, they don`t even know meLights off, wanna be left alone, I`m tryin to enjoy the methodonePut a Jimi Hendrix record on, and excuse me while I kiss the skyDosed off, woke up, sick to my stomach, ran to the bathroomStarted to vomit, the methodone wore off and the withdrawal startedThat first day was the hardest...( Chorus )( Verse 2 )Stayed strong, endured the rough weatherI ain`t fully recovered but I`m doin much betterI can keep my food down to shakes and calmsThey lowerin the doses of methodoneI eat V`s and blow lots of droIt`s like chewin gum when you`re tryin not to smokeKeep my mind occupied, calm my nervesIt`s not the same high, deep inside I...Just want one more but I can`t turn back this week for itBut I done made it, almost a monthWith just a couple of V`s and I blew some bluntsBut that weed and gonna make me ODThat other shit was gonna kill meSix weeks, and everything seem so clearBefore I knew it, time flew and I was clean for a yearCan`t believe something started off sociallySomething I almost allowed to take over meDays went by and it was sixteen monthsAnd I swear to God I didn`t fall off onceI, feel like a brand new guy and I`m definetly livin a brand new lifeSome days I still resist the thirst but none`s worst than the first (believethat)( Chorus )( Verse 3 )Two years and I ain`t touched itGot a lot done, I been so productiveRebuilt, I was so constructiveCan`t believe I was so self destructiveGot a good job and I make big bucksWent to the lot and got a new pick upGot a brand new crib and a brand new kidI think anybody can quit if I didIf you wanna quit, get up and go get the shitWalk straight to the toilet, drop it, flush it, fuck it, fight itJust resist it and if this helps then just keep listeninWhen you start slippin I`ll send you another oneSonny, wasup?, we just saved another oneI know it`s so hard like there`s no GodBut through him you`re able to go so farHey, I don`t wanna sound cornyI`m just like you either hungry or hornySeems as though we get hooked so easilyQuitting becomes an impossibilityI ain`t sayin treat your body like a churchJust don`t let dope put your body in a hearseThe streets inside you, you just gotta searchAnd know that no day be harder than the first( Chorus )[ Outro ]Yo, all my people, goin through they thingWhatever they thing may beJust know, God got his hands on youAnd he`ll grant you the serenityTo change the things you can`tAnd you can change that, aightHold me down and I`ma hold you down... one