Текст песни Amil - Smile 4 Me
Amil - Smile 4 Me слова песни
My lifeIs in the arms of the man upstairsThrough trials and tribulationsHe`ll always be thereYou see I know he loves meAnd I know he caresAnd he`ll bever put more on meThan I can bear[Verse 1]Is it a blessing to live or a blessing to die?Let me finish out this hell with no questions whyI should be happy I`m on and dressing flyBut is the game changing me for the extra pieIf you could look into the life I liveThree sixty catching up to all the trife I didGot my people up north trying to slice the bidWhile I`m in love with a nigga with a wife and kidMaybe if my pops ain`t abandon meI wouldn`t let so many niggas take advantage of meUsing me some even put their hands on meI wonder what the most high got planned for meMy life line getting shorter when I look in my palmsSwore I`ll be nothing like my biological momShe ain`t raise me so naturally I never felt a bondAt 16 got my GED never saw a prom[Chorus]I been weak and I been strongI been through the fire, I been through the stormTry to do right and I know I do wrongJust be happy for me when my life is goneCause no more hurt and no more tearsThere`ll be no more pain and no more fearsNo more people in my face that`s not sincereSo smile 4 me when I`m no longer here[Verse 2]At a young age I let the world turn me outPellets and purple haze been burnt me outA hard knock life is all I learned aboutTrying to eat the only thing I be concerned aboutTelling my youth everything happens for a reasonLet him know ain`t that his father wanted to leave himIf it wasn`t for the streets he`d still be breathingTrying to raise him myself but I know he need himMe and my seed used to live off mostly welfareOnly two checks a month for us both to shareI remember making sure that the coast was clearSo I could boost us some muthafucking clothes to wearHad to hustle `cause them food stamps just wasn`t enoughUpstate back to Broadway gott to go re-upAll this fast cash only turned the heat upCan`t afford to get knocked but who gonna feed usChorus[Verse 3]Can`t shake these thoughts of suicideAnyone I ever loved or was close to diedOnes I trusted or thought was being true liedA lifetime of tears but only a few I criedTry to take my past stick it up on a shelfBut my actions stem from all the pain I feltI`m just trying to make the best out the hand I dealtIf I fall who can I turn to for helpHope my man with me or with my healthWill he be there through good and bad sickness and health?Does he want the real me or somebody else?I been in wars just so I don`t jurt myselfNow that I`m on most can`t stand me nowThey was happy when I rocked all them hand me downsWhen I need them funny how they can`t be found That`s why the most high`s my only family nowChorus