Текст песни Josh Martinez - Breakdown
Josh Martinez - Breakdown слова песни
Aaaaaaahhhh yea yea ahhhhhI don`t even know why I`m doing this songI don`t even know how I feel anymore........ god damn itI can`t count how many times I been the last one laughingThe joke is on me, cause see I keep crashingMy life is changing, really weird being here and thereBut airplane flights and fighting long distance late nightsDoing double duty to a girl id love to live forThinking for ever, last alot, last long then I had planned onImmortal is love, life isn`t just a nice portal we go leaping throughI dig through dumpsters and rifle through the scrapsMy spirit is starving, I am sadI just wanted to walk my thoughts off and drink a cup of coffeeIt seems like I can`t sleep anyway, what am I doing hereMy intentions span a mans attention, they pay me no mind For I am the mother of inventionThey say an ounce of pervention is worth a pound of cureBut I`m sure my intentions werent pureIn fact they acted so brazinThat`s what forced me to leave this safe havenAnd now I`m out in the storm having cut off my escape routeI slid through the some mud in a make shift rain suitI was soaking wet and drug myself up from the bottom I was shocked by cupids rock, I chased him down until I caught himGrabbed the gimpy infant diaper rash He used to quiver quickly to load love and unload until I started to feel sicklyI was head over high heels in love with my wheels in my girlieThe road came calling but she left early, now I`m falling into early thoughtI can`t stop thinking I just hope I don`t get caught{*faint singing*} aaaaaahhhhhh, I break everythingSo I broke it off, because I break everythingFall out of love is an abstract artI know I don`t support your dreams But I don`t mean to be so selfishI`m just overwhelmed by currents of assurancestill I`m helpless and hopingsomeone else will help this copingto be open is an art form, I`m feeling closed inmostly a part from where we came from is part of whos to blamethere really nothing nobody can do to ease this painI`m feeling freezed in rain drops spread across the roof topsI`m hiding undercover until the truth stops leakingWith loose lips peaking, gossip starts speaking in tounguesThere`s not a decent soul among them young onesWho just gathered in rapture to pay hommage To the capture of the masterWe made ship to shore communicationYou are my first true love but ive lost patienceWith the endless way we let inpendence way of tendancy To say I need more space, so please go awayLater on the change is on the otherside, let it slideBetter be hiding the good vibe that I am feelingWhen not stealing light from your likeness butLike it or not, you let the first shot goAnd invited the first thoughts of might we be so tiredAs to be beyond the first aid our state requireddoo doo do do doo do doo do doo doo doo do {*repeat*}Man...You can`t bandage neglected efforts or put band aids on baskets No longer filled with love and now employed as casketsYes the love is dead, no the love remainsNothing sings the soul as much of what the whole containsWhen dumped down on this ground belowSpread slow at first but then emerced the town in its undertowWe can`t grow in salt water cried the pretty girlsNeither can the flowers bloom When you in tune your rose pedals in contract with those have settled in their waysThey layed down their arms and gave up thier glory daysShortly before I walk out this doorI took a last look back and still I`m not sureI`ve been a B minus boyfriend whos character was doubtedWho in every fight we had raised my voice and shoutedWhen I wouldn`t even have to say a single thing at allBut if I strive to keep my silence it will be a lonley fallBut if I speak up now and raise my voice above the crowd noiseShe only hear me hollering, she won`t feel my footstepsAnd following the shoes that break dance and exude balanceAs the real amazing girl with an endless list of talentsThat`s why I`m challenging myself to grow up and spread outIf it`s meant to be then its meant to be gentlyLeft alone to work itself out...I just need more timeFUCK!I don`t even want to do this anymorethe phone calls, back and forthhello I`m lost, hello I`m found, hello I want you back, goodbyeI`m by myself again, I`m really tired of being lonelyI`m sick of this........ get out of my headI broke it off because I break everything, everthing I touch turns to dustooooh why, why would I want to touch anything, anymore{*whispering*} I don`t want to go through this again