Текст песни Vakill - Cry You a River
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[Verse 1]The moment you squeezed the trigger, I felt dissedHow the hell could you be so selfish, the current events that led up to this momentYou masqueraded your death wish, you ain`t think I had the mental capacityTo comprehended your troubles and theft nessSo subtle I`m breathless, Imma be just like you was my old modelThat was before you murked my best friend, big cousin and role modelLeft my soul hollow, now I hold bottles of E and JAnd drown myself in this alcoholic slow sorrowAnd I find myself not taking sips, but whole swallowsAnd my outlook on life`s meaning is so shallowYou led by exampleYour life was the blueprint I was supposed to go followBack to fishing due to the fact you missingAt a crossroads `cause at the wake of your untimely demiseYou sent me on a backwards missionShit, I only pray that Allah has mercy on your soul upon his acquisitionI can`t help but find it suitable cursingYou fucked up a beautiful personAnd still on judgment day I pray your sole gets acquittedWithout question I`ll always love you, I just hate the horrible act you committed[Chorus] 2XI`ll cry you a riverIf not, then this song I`ll try and deliverI`m still in denial, you can`t die you my niggaI`m all out of liquor so I`m pouring out my heart to you...my nigga[Verse 2]I`d be lying through my grill if I said it`s been all lovelyIt ain`t all good it`s been a slow recoveryExcept when I`m drunk and bubblyAlthough on certain days I swear I feel your brotherly spirit hover above meShit, I almost died seven years agoThink God point you when he said prevention for my divine interventionIf not, then God I wish you do suchLately I`ve been faced with adversity and dealing with issues too muchNo shoulders to lean on, if they ain`t cold then they hunched upA few family members is genuine and a bunch suckI know it`s foul, even at reunions some don`t show a smileEven though most of us are almost 30-years old with childThe degrees of separation lures my heartWhere`s the offspring supposed to start?Cause sometimes even the thickest of blood grows apartAm I too old or smart? Even she knows when the goodbyes and hellos is tartTime don`t heal every wound sometimes it adds to the sufferageI`m knowing as if life wasn`t enough a bitchYour presence is missing; still I know your spiritual essence will listenGive your brother my blessings in prison[Chorus 2X][Verse 3]They say suicides an unforgivable actCan`t sneak into God`s graces there`s no visible cracksSo when it`s time for him to revisit the facts, I`m prayingThat you an exception to the rule and he`ll review every individuals tracksLord I hope you see the goodness that wasBut keep a spot in your heart for him and the heavenly hood that`s aboveI understood it`s a shove to ask you to keep his soul in your gracesBut if anything could it`s the loveIf I could turn back the hands of time I`d rather squeeze the tool myselfCan`t let that kind of fate repeat GI hate me deeply, the possibility if I was to die this momentYou wouldn`t be at the golden gates to greet meThe absence would mess up the vanity the rest of infinityIf I had a personal hell, you could guess what`s the penaltyShit, just the main thought of it all makes me teary eyedNo matter how much I tell myself to look on the cheery sideNo matter how much I talk with God in deep discussionCause you and I both knew the repercussionsWhen you put your soul in the reapers clutchesSo why then, I`m still trying to figure as I`m crying this river[Chorus 2X]